It is very much humanly obvious that there are two sides to every thing but deeply searching through and through, these two sides have two sharp edges each.
The good, the bad -the just good, the off the hook good; the just bad, the off the hook bad. The ‘just’ version of the two sides is somewhat acceptable -societally speaking.
But, what will make one- built in a very normal image of being simply bad or good decide to go beyond the bounds of normalcy? You may ask, “what do you consider normal?” Yes, the natural order of the universe in its ‘whites and blacks’ is just normal. Going overboard is completely not part of the initial plan.
A man’s heart is in twofold. -You already know.
There’s the soft and the hard, normal to see in the ego most people display these days.
Beyond these normal, there is the ‘ready to tear into shreds’ version of one’s heart (which many don’t even showcase all through their lifetime while so many others do). I call it double-edged. The type biblically described as dangerously wicked, decietful and very hard to appease, deliberately egocentric, sinfully two-faced and in all spheres, ABNORMAL.
Maybe, you should think about the type of heart activated in you.